"That Phase"That's it. I can't take do it. I can't draw. I never finish my stories unless they're for LA. All I want to do is play tennis. What's wrong with me? Nothing is interesting anymore. Why? I'm only 12. Still 12. Life is slow because it's unexciting. What does God have in store for me?
Wrote this on my math notes:
Only these guy[stick people improvised]; can i survive? Not right now. :C I feel so useless. so DAMN depressed right now. do i have to start from the basics AGAIN? ...I can do calligraphy? alsjskldlsadsaj
My friend's heartwarming response:
every talented person goes through a phase like this.
TAKE A DEEP BREATH.
now look at it this way:
what does God want to do with your life? i'm sure He's up there wanting you to take a break. you've progressed so much, and deserve one.
WHO CARES IF YOU CAN'T FINISH YOUR STORIES?
all that matters is that you started them. all that matters is you CAN draw, and damn amazingly.
you want to play tennis? GO AHEAD. life isn't all rules. don't set yourself deadlines. THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU. trust me. i've gone through this. it's a time when you feel useless and bored out of your mind. and feel like you can't and/or don't feel like doing anything.
so what to do? if life is slow because it's unexciting, MAKE it exciting.
please don't ask what God wants to do. ask what you want to do with your life. so play tennis? sure. like you said, you're only 12. art can wait. and so can stories.
i'm so happy she actually took the time to write this down for me. it made me so much happier. watching this octopus and squid video made me go off the charts. so, GO SPAM HER PAGE. I SWEAR, SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND I'VE EVER HAD SO FAR.
the lovely author of the heart-warming encouraging paragraph is
I CAMMAND THEE, GO!
P.S. is this my longest journal? C: so, this journal signals a long hiatus. :d
P.S.S. i have made up my mind and refuse to stop and take a break. there ain't anything wrong with that now, is there?
Speechless
Devious Comments
...oh, and sorry about disappearing on aim. -shot'd- again. -shot'd again- butbut we can carry the roleplay on at lunch, right? :33
...i'll bring a notebook for this felly and ciel story thing. it's going to be spectaculous! 8DD
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I shall also take zee time to talk: Has
Now, I know your chin is already up and high from vermillionist's words, but smile, too! Be happy! Everything else can wait. Time doesn't matter. C: RELAX, GIRL! ^^
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HAPPEH BIRTHDAY, :iconxBramblestarx: and :iconunistar2000:!!! 8DD
Haaaaaaaaaaaapppyyy BIRTHDAY!!! xD
Lollz~ ^^ Hope you guys have an AWESOME bday, and that you enjoyed [being however old you were xD] ^^ ~Kiwi
4.11.08
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HELLO WORLD. I COME FROM THE LAND OF CRAP! I MEAN SCRAP.
DUDE. A FAMOUS 12 YEAR OLD WRITER KNOWS VERMILLIONIST? klsdjklsdksaj this is big news to my..... eyes.
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HELLO WORLD. I COME FROM THE LAND OF CRAP! I MEAN SCRAP.
-shot'd-
MUDKIP LIEKS U THO.
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YOU SEE.
I'M ACTUALLY SECRETLY FAMOUS.
SO.
I KNOW ALL THESE FAMOUS PEOPLE.
WHO MISS ME ALL THE TIME.
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no? That ish why the great and famous
KAREN neva visits us lowly peeps anymores.
It'sch kinda sad... T^T
xD Lollz~ ^^
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HAPPEH BIRTHDAY, :iconxBramblestarx: and :iconunistar2000:!!! 8DD
Haaaaaaaaaaaapppyyy BIRTHDAY!!! xD
Lollz~ ^^ Hope you guys have an AWESOME bday, and that you enjoyed [being however old you were xD] ^^ ~Kiwi
4.11.08
but she's famous to us.
It's kinda weird... I haven't seen her on
lately, ya think she might still be in depression
or she finally got news from the publishing company?
owo HC
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HAPPEH BIRTHDAY, :iconxBramblestarx: and :iconunistar2000:!!! 8DD
Haaaaaaaaaaaapppyyy BIRTHDAY!!! xD
Lollz~ ^^ Hope you guys have an AWESOME bday, and that you enjoyed [being however old you were xD] ^^ ~Kiwi
4.11.08
and no, not like a stalker, i need to uh... record her movements...? for the roleplay! DDD:
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HELLO WORLD. I COME FROM THE LAND OF CRAP! I MEAN SCRAP.
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